I believe much more freely than I disbelieve. I am quicker to agree than otherwise. There is nothing I won't question, and nothing I will assume. I could care less about proving or disproving, only wish to incorporate. Everything I have ever learned has been the same lesson in different words. Mysteries never last, but stories persist. The greatest danger in the world is habit. Habits are close cousins of Rules, and repetition will eventually ruin anything. You might mistake my belief in all things for disbelief.
I do not miss the days gone, or wish that tomorrow would come sooner; I wish to be here. I have not been worried since I stopped worrying. Everything has immeasurable beauty in it, and humor too. I do not understand what it is to be bored, and couldn't be lonely if I tried. I knew it before I was told. You might mistake my self-reliance for selfishness.
I could care less where you came from, or what other people say about you; I am concerned only with who you are. I am not who I used to be, and do not assume that you are either. I do not ask for forgiveness, because I have done nothing that needs forgiven. Likewise, you have no business feeling guilty around me. Nobody will ever understand you as well as you do. In fact, no-one will ever know you, only relate. And this is not sad. I have a very big family, and we are all related. You might mistake my love for all people as un-love.
In any case, do not take my word for it.
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