A child born in Fall is born beneath the Moon.
The Moon is full in Fall and’s crisp above all, and Fall is when the Sun goes cold. In the morning Sun comes down in rays to leave morning chills on pink noses. Fall in the morning is when words escape from vapor-mouths into the atmosphere. Is when words go misting steamily off the tongue, and twirl around the cheeks for an instant, and continue on rising toward a sky that is young and blue (like a child who’s lost grip of her balloon and it goes fluttering out of small-arm’d reach up and up and up and oh!). –In fact When words go misting is not entirely unlike how branch-tips concede their color-full and leafy summer stories to the forest floor for final absorption. Fall is seven sniffling continents of pink pumffly noses.
Fall shares snickering laughs with Spring, his cohort the trickster season. (“Her name was November, she went by Autumn or Fall”). Fall catches you taking an afternoon nap, and you suddenly awake in a shiver, wondering “who’s there…me?” Winter and Summer are different; for example, in Winter you may say, “Ah, here is Winter. I have my mittens in the drawer.” And as another example, in Summer you may say, “Well finally here is summer – what a long and rainy spring it was!” We anticipate Winter; we assume ourselves a Summer. But Fall does not come gradual, nor slow; Fall leaps the stage unannounced and screams, “Coup d’etat!”, and eats his dessert before his salad and scoffs at groundhogs and meteorologists alike.
In fact in this case I know the very night, to the hour, at which Fall swept across the mountains of Southern California. And I’ll tell you……. She decided this year to come in on the Chariot Wind, and she would not be overlooked. While we were away she came (like how comic thieves in black baklavas go pink panther-ing across the lawn at night) and upturned the lawn chairs and toppled the trashcans. She blew the windows open wide. She came and ripped the screen doors off of their ever-loving hinges, and then, (after taking deep breath and reloading gusts of wind) she proceeded inside to tussle the bedspreads and to twist the ceiling fans into wild and obtuse angles, and while in there decided to read the entire bedside novel, page for page, and slammed the final cover in disgust when done. And for the sake of emphasis, before leaving, picked up the front yard and tossed it to the back. And Moon just shook her head and sighed.
The next morning, walking through main street, a change was about the town. The village people spoke only in whispers – like an early America on the cusp of war – the type Paul Revere’d go riding through – they all spoke in whispers saying: “did you hear?” and “could it be true?” And knew a new season had arrived, unholy, un-prophesied, inscrutable.
That night Joel Brad April and I sat around the table on the porch by light of Moon, checking our phones to hear the news of one October child. We sat around the table and tugged our ears and shifted in our seats. And when I opened my mind’s eye I saw, with a smile, every other small and excitable congregation doing likewise: one in the bay area, sitting around a similar table and checking phones and pulling wrists; a few of course in the northwest, huddled together under dim lights of evening, checking phones and shifting restlessly in seats of remembrance (perhaps remembering when they too…), and others across the Midwest and on into the South – all the little island congregations across the country – and all of us eager to prepare a gift, shoulder a pack and go a-cameling across the land – all the while whispering “did you hear?” and “could it be true?”
A child born to America in the Fall will open eyes the first time around a thanksgiving dinnertable wonder of wonders. Will innately understand the warmth of family and discern this sharply (crisp) with the howling bitter cold of dastard wind from through the flume. Will lay awake at nights to gaze through windowblinds at winking harvest moon, and dream of wooden fingers scratching gently at the walls. Will go from the hearth through life with a heart of hearthstone and chill. Will forever see through fog. Will come into the world a knowing child. Will know and will wait patiently to crawl until undoubtedly inspired by the blooming wonders of spring and summer, and all the rosy secrets that loom and lurk mysterious in the corners of one wild-eyed imagination - for how else did a Mother or a Father ever come to know?